Sometime between year 2000 and 2005
Its summer vacation. On a bridge, at night, on the way to somewhere.
Very loud noise... Very bright light...
Silence...
Opened my eyes. Did I just wake up? I'm standing on the bridge. There's some weird daylight. Sunrise? Why is it so cold? Isn't it April?
Was I drunk? I didn't drink.
I turned around. Wow! Oh my! Was there an explosion. There's an accident.
I'm lying on the ground, not moving, and I'm standing here at the same time. No! Please no!
Jesus Mary Joseph. Jesus Mary Joseph. Jesus Mary Joseph. Jesus Mary Joseph. Jesus Mary Joseph. St Francis de Sales, Pray for us. St John Bosco, Pray for us.St Benedict, Pray for us. St Michael the Archangel, Pray for us. St. Thomas Aquinas, Pray for us. St Lorenzo Ruiz, Pray for us. St Joseph, Pray for us. Mary Help of Christions, Pray for us.
What happened?
The sun is rising quickly. Oh my.
There are 2 suns. East and West? Rising at the same time. So bright.
The water around the bridge is reflecting the sunlight(s).
It looks like there are 4 suns rising in a 360 degree form.
There it is the "white light". No. More like a yellowish very bright aura everywhere.
"As I walk to the valley of the shadow of death. I will fear no evil. Please forgive me. Please forgive me."
I kept on asking for forgiveness for everything.
I was then talking to myself.
Well, you know what's next right. The quintessential, flashback of your life.
Stop joking around! This is a very serious matter.
Well, you can still inhale and exhale right?
...Yeah... your're right. I can still inhale. But there's no smell.
The bridge is gone. The warm yellow aura has now enveloped everything. What was I doing yesterday?
I'm now at peace. Assured. Relaxed. Accepted. Loved. The warmth of the aura is assuring. It's loving.
I sleep.
Day 2. of what?
Please forgive me. Please forgive me.
I wake up. Did I sleep standing up? Weird. Felt like I slept and hibernated for a long time. I'm taller. And I feel so light.
Am I still... "here"? Wherever this is.
Green grass. I'm standing on green grass. I'm wearing a brown slipper on my left foot and I'm barefoot on the right. I remove the slipper. Walk on grass.
I'm at the garden. In front of a church. I know this church. But I haven't been here yet.
Good vibes. Feel great. Theres's a lady standing near the church door. Beautiful white dress. A wedding gown. She's getting married. She turned around and smiled.
I know who she is... I started crying... Crying hard... Sadness and happiness at the same time.
I now understand "this".
That beautiful lady... I know her... She's my angel..
Daughter or grand daughter?
I now understand "this".
Thank you. Thank you.
Good Lord. I understand. Thank you.
I sleep.
Day 3. of what?
Thank you. Thank you.
Standing on soil. The wind is blowing so strong. But in a strong, stable and securing way. Like being hugged in love by the wind.
I'm just a viewer here. I can't seem to directly interact. I'm still me. But its not me.
I can see two people downhill. An older boy and a young kid. Brothers... I know them...
I understand Lord. Thank you.
They didn't see me. They're looking at the fields below. The older boy is crouched, almost kneeling, pointing at something to his younger brother.
Thank you. The lady from the church and the older kid are twins?...
Sleep.
Day 4. of what?
Thank you. Thank you.
Are these memories? Or what could have? Or what would have? Or what will be?
An island, clear skies. One side on sunset. The other side with so many stars. The reflection of the stars in the black water make it seem like outer space.
